I'm in a shitty mood today. Woke up with a terrible sinus headache (fuck you, March, and your various pollens), and the day has stayed grumbly.
Maybe it's PMS (what a treat).
Maybe it's the fact that I'm perpetually broke (heeeey, expensive prescription cat food, how YOU doin? Nah, I don't need to see a doctor this month, or buy new work shoes, or go on vacation ever again).
Maybe it's the fact that the washing machine threw up all over the garage again (silver lining, at least it was ONLY the washer this time, although I suspect that the toilet in my bathroom was considering overflowing).
Maybe it's the 4 vests and 6 sashes I have to make this month for a coworker's wedding (WTF was I thinking when I said I could do it? Why did I think I needed to learn a new skill?).
Maybe it's the constant medicating of the rabbit's eye (if I don't do eyedrops every day, it gets all teary and swollen again. This animal does not live with me. She lives at work. I'm happy to keep her healthy, but jeez I'm tired of having to go in all the damn time, and nobody's going to help me- I can barely get the weekend staff to remember to feed them).
Maybe it's my shitty shitty diet (it's really hard to eat well when you live with a dude who seems to survive on microwaved pizzas and bread).
Maybe it's the various aromas that constantly fill my house (rat cage, dog breath, whatever horrible smell the cat's left in the garage, the lingering mildew smell left over from the Sewer Line Debacle, the smell of a roommate who doesn't wear socks but probably should how the hell do you bring that up in a polite manner, pollen, and I'm sure I don't smell like roses most of the time).
Maybe it's the terrible quality of sleep I've been getting (the dog has begun rolling towards the middle of the bed again).
Maybe it's my constant foot pain (it's either plantar fasciitis or my heel bone is trying to chew it's way out of my foot).
Any idiot can survive a crisis, it's the day to day living that wears you out.